hai ye dil....

ek baar phir dil toota hei...aisa laga phir kuch choota hei..
kyun baar baar aisa hota hei...jab koi apna hone lagta hei vo hi door ho jata hei...
shayad yehi hei taqdeer ka faisala varna kahan khuda ka koi banda yun rota hei...

Love!!!!

Love is such a wonderful feeling...it teaches you all kind of emotions...possible in life...

One learns to be happy and enjoys happiness,smile for no reason,cry for no reason....Cry when you are miss your loved ones and cry when all of a sudden you see them after a long time...isnt it Crazy???Yea it is but one enjoys these kinda crazy feelings like anything...

I still remember when first time i realised that i am in love:-)....but guess what??I didn't take much time to come out of it because it was just an infatuation and that stupid infatuation left a worm of love in my life forever...then i started dreaming of a true Love but it was too late then....because by that time i had stepped outta my Teen's age and the feelings and the search stopped because i was a grown up girl now i was mentally prepared to get settled with someone who'd come in her life through her parents or folks.I was excited and happy for second inning of my life.A fresh start of life with someone whom i had never met before,we knew nothing about eachother and i was very sure about onething that i'd make him mine by all my love and care.But life also plays starnge games at times,things didn't workout well,as it was supposed to be.But i still have no complaints because if you get depreived of something in life,then there's always someone somewhere who'd not only come in to your life,but would bring lotsa love,care and happiness and teach you how to live life in fullest and make a new start..and then it'll make life worth awhile....who fills all the gap which had shattered you once.

But what if that someone also who after so much of struggle,all ups n down comes in your life and doesn't understands you or you fail to make him understand.He is yours you think,but noone knows excepts for our hearts that this is an impossible Love Story which started abruptly and would end up like wise...

Who wants to take pains in life...but who can stop it from coming,it's a sweet dream which gets over when you open your eyes and the world and the rules of the jungle where we live come in front of you and then we compromise our happiness with lame excuses and run away from those who really care for you and just wana give you lotsa happiness possible...But there is no point running after a shadow...One day everyone you love would leave you alone then wots the point in cribbing...Just live for the moment...And if one wants to be happy then there are two Golden Rules of life...No Expectation and Learn to Live Alone...

Now i hope with my past experinces i would get a lesson of life and look at it in a positive way..Give but dont expect anything in return...Because true love should be or is unconditional....

Love and Life

Sometimes when i sit back and think about Love and Life i really get confused...dono i get some strange kinda mixed feelings...All these years of my Life i've experined almost all kinda emotions...Life at times plays very strange games and test our patience too,sometimes we are through but sometimes we loose...and when we are through we never thank life but for sure we never forget to curse Life when we loose.I've always craved for short and a sweet life.